Beautiful Disaster.

YSunday, March 19, 2006
and its open for destruction, you found all the words you need.
well i found nothing and i just grumble
cause i dont know wat i feel
-the moral to the story goes..
Never Leave Your Heart Alone

in sheer vulnerability and total negligence.
i've lost my way again..i've never seen a milky way in the night sky.
neither have i seen such beauty in my life.
i thought i was getting there..but last night, i realised im no where near.
i could be meddling with disaster of sadness and pain.
i am not ready to numb neither am i ready to fall.
but i fell and im numbed.

it's just not it.not the right time and i pushed for it to happen.
in sheer vulnerability and total negligence,
i've lost my way again.

give me time..alone.

i'll be back soon..i promise. =)

Lord Bless
_callous_ was here with you at 11:58 AM .

Emylin
The Ride

this life is all about loving and losing. sacrificing and hurting.
being dissappointed in just about anything including urself.

this is life in my eyes.

- an unbearable excruciating painful hurt and experience that kills.
life in living is like death in dying.
where u live with a purpose and u die with a cause
all of which reasons hurt
and none of which will give u the happiness that u deserve.

yes i am fickle and yes i am a hardcore depressed chic.
but no.im no bimbo cuz i apparently make use of my brain cells 3/4 of my waking hour.
dun mess with me.